do you permit it?

does anybody else cry at the fact that when peter blew up that muggle street and killed 12 people and then turned into a rat sirius just started laughing because that was the only way for him to cope with the fact that two of his best friends were dead and their kid was orphaned and one of his best friends betrayed them and framed him as a traitor and a murderer and that it was all his fault because he had trusted peter so he just started laughing and didn’t even stop when he got arrested
because I do